03102008

Lots of things keep in my heart today .

And its really difficult to keep in my heart .

I need someone , really ..

But does she care about me like last time .

I really dunwan to bring up th matters once again .

But its really tough for me to understand ..

I really need her .

But does she really care anot .

Just now just quarrel over something .

And now i am th middle person .

Super super upset .

I know you are sad now ,

And need her badly .

But how about me ?

You see me everytime happy ,

But inside my heart i wasnt happy at all.

Yes i know ,

Darius go kp you ,

but i really got go and scold him ,

Not i wan to shield him ,

Id you thk i am shielding him ,

thats' it .

I really cannot torelate already ..

Do you know my heart was crying everyday ?

I want to help you like in th morning ,

but you keep quiet from me ..

Wat is this ?

I nvr say you are a snatcher ,

but do you all understand me anot .

You know now my xin shi ,

I either tell Peini , xueli , alicia & valerie .

I wanted to tell both of you , my best sisters' .

But ....

PS:/ Do you know i am crying right now anot .

Do you know how painful it is when there is no one to concern about you ,

Do you have a taste with it anot ,

Think about it .

Waiting for Valerie to talk to .

HAppy 1st month ;

Stacia staaaaaaaaaaaaaaar . No mood .